Thank you for the kind words everyone (And a special thank you to
mr_lascivious for being there with fantastic suggestions at every post.) Especially on my writing form. I came here to get feedback on my masturbating but it would seem that I'm also getting amazing reviews on both accounts!
With finals done, I'm going to have some time alone so I took advantage of the morning again. Last night was our last dance performance and with backstage being a bit cramped he held his hand on my shoulder and I leaned against him. Again,
virgin and I haven't had a boyfriend before so yeah this was a big deal.
And his hand just felt so firm and nice on my shoulder. His body warm against my back.
Soon as my mom and sister left yesterday I took advantage of my solitude and went for clitoral stimulation again. Of course I got worked up, and it felt fantastic but something I notice is that I get so tired that I cannot keep the stimulation going. My entire body wants to shake and I loose control of my arm and hand. In fact I've almost come to an orgasm but ended up losing it because of the intensity I feel and the loss of my bodily functions that render my fingers useless.
I've done alot of reading on using an automatic toothbrush.
The pro's and cons, the one article on a girl who permanently damaged her clitoris and other horror stories. But I admit I was getting desperate. I took a new head for the toothbrush and dampened it first with water and then put body lotion on it like it was toothpaste. I lightly tapped my clit with it, responding with a gasp. Circling my clitoris with the head of the toothbrush I felt my body temperature rising and the lump in my throat hardening.
I pushed the button.
Ah.
Ah.
Oh.
Ah.
I turned it off. Just a light touch of the toothbrush on and I was already feeling pre-orgasmic gasps and convulsions. I turned it on again, not quite getting used to the sensation that the bristles caused but toughing it out and then allowing myself to push on my clit harder.
I'm a very "audio" person as opposed to "visual". Pornography itself doesn't quite turn me on as the noises of other women do so curious I decided to record myself as I masturbated with the brush head on my clit.
To be honest, I remember feeling the orgasm and some of the work up to it but I sort of blanked out after and forgot other parts. Playing the recording of myself back later, I found myself in awe.
No longer was I calling for
him, but I was yelling out "Spock". Yes.
Spock, Leonard Nimoy played Spock on Star Trek: The Original Series Spock. I can't believe I'm even a dork in bed!
But the noises I made past that point were even more intriguing. They went from long, drawn out yelps and moans to fast paced pants and screams. I could identify right at the point were I orgasmed and then came back down.
It was quite the experience.
I hope you all enjoyed as well.